Today I am having a panic day. Those are great once in a while, make you feel *alive*. Mmm…

I love my life and the way God has made me b/c it makes me kind of unpredictable, even to myself, it makes life interesting and I think I get to do some unusual things, i.e. go to Africa, China, etc. BUT! It makes me have some serious panic days.

I don’t really have much money, so…..the questions are floating around in my head about when to go back to the USA, and then what to do after that! Ah….yes, panic. Anxiety. Good stuff.

I really do feel that God wants me here now, and I already can’t imagine leaving the people I’ve met here, but it’s definitely outside of the box, and almost everything is uncertain.

Don’t you love it.