The last few days have kind of been a whirlwind of nothing and something at the same time. Just having to make big decisions.

In case you haven’t heard, I am going to be coming back to the USA soon, I just have to make a decision on the day, but it might even be as soon as this coming week or the next. It’s such a difficult decision, but it seems to be the right one for now. It’s such a difficult decision, but I know that it’s the right one for now. There are some things I need to be back home for right now.

I feel so tired the last few days and really strange, I guess trying to process everything. It’s almost like a twilight zone, because I’ve only been gone almost 2 months, which doesn’t seem that long, probably especially to everyone else, but to me it’s been a lifetime, it’s hard to explain. It’ll be difficult to return to where I was 2 months ago when I feel like a lot has changed, at least internally. I’ve never been so challeneged in my entire life in almost every way possible….it’s been great.